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ugh I don’t even know anymore.. I’ve been so busy with school and work but at the same time, I feel like I’ve been doing nothing! I would love to make a new layout or something, even blog more, but I feel like my creativity is just drained. Plus, I no longer have a desk or mouse for my laptop, atleast at the moment, so maybe when I set my new one up, I’ll be able to try again. Anyways, I’ve redone my room. I’d post pictures but once again that would take work and a little bit of creativity, so I’ll get back to you later with that. Plus, its not completely done, just the painting and the new bed and all. Soon though, hopefully.. As far as boys go, ugh. Actually, 3 months ago today, Ryan cheated on me. Filthy bastard.. and yet, I still miss him. I can see now though, how much good its actually done me. And for some strange and annoying reason, its like I can feel in my heart, its not over between us. Like, I feel like we’re meant to be together, but not now. We’re not ready now. We both have some growing up and changing to do. Which is good, I mean, I should be experiencing the college life and other boys and new friends and stuff. But I do still miss him… Oh well, hopefully I’ll try blogging more frequently. Otherwise, this has just been a waste of money :-/ plugs: holy crap its been awhile!
wow, i’m so terrible. I’m so sorry I’ve been neglecting this site like woah! I had a terrible Xmas time/January, but am doing fairly better. Let me actualy post what I posted on Verity, which I need to be active at again as well. God school is just taking over my life! Hey Everyone. I know I disappeared for like the longest time. I had finals in December and then everything went downhill. Ryan and I broke up the weekend before Xmas, and I ended up going to the hospital for dehydration/vomitting and had to get admitted to this psych ward place because I was “emotionally unstable”. Luckily I got out on Xmas Eve so I could spend it with my family but it was a really hard and depressing time for me. I had posted about my worries of Ryan’s sister’s friend liking him, and I ended up being right. We got into a huge fight the morning of this horrible snow storm and she ended up staying the night at his house and they hooked up (kissing)… I was and still am devastated, especially since they were together for a bit shortly after we broke up. I have talked to him briefly since all this, but haven’t seen him since I left his house December 18th. To my knowledge, he is now ’single’ on facebook and has stopped talking to her. I’ve heard from my friend who is dating his newphew, that his mom is still unbelievably mad at him, as is many of his other family members, and they strongly dislike this new girl. Even his sister who’s friend this is, is sick and tired of them. ….So thats the story basically. Still single, have been in school for about a month now and have yet to run into him. Actually this Wednesday it will be exactly 2 months since we’ve seen eachother. I still miss him terribly, but I refuse to let myself initial any contact or anything. I have deleted him from facebook and stuff but can still see his since we’re in the same network, though I’ve been avoiding his and his family’s pages like the plague. On the bright side though, I’ve had tons of time to think about my life and my future. I feel like a totally new, confident person and I’m happy with myself. And I’ll be even happier when I can get my act together with this damn site lol. Hopefully I’ll get a new layout up sometime this week, as well as return comments and possibly set up some new hostees? We’ll see! Anyways, thanks everyone for the continued love and support<3 plugs: So sooo sorry!
Posted Wednesday - Dec. 10, 2008 at 10:51 am
 Filed Under Uncategorized Wow I have been neglecting this site. And I really haven’t many excuses. The culprit that has been stealing all my time is the Sims 2. I have been spending all my free time playing that game. Especially since I just got the Pets expansion pack. I know I’m a total geek but its so much fun! Luckily though, this is my last full week of classes. I’m actually sitting outside my workstudy office right now, waiting for it to become 11am, so I can start working. I just finished my lab practical, which completely sucked but I think I did alright. Should find out in a few days. Anyways, I am planning on putting up a new layout and will be much more active with this after this week. plugs: Quick Update
Hi, its me. Yes I’m still alive. I’d say I’ve been so swamped with schoolwork and work, but I haven’t really. Well I did work basically all this week, but I’ve also been being a lazy ass, hanging out with Ryan and watching House reruns instead of anything productive. I actually just got home a little while ago from being out and about with Ryan and his friends. I’ll post about it later on today, because right now I need some SLEEP! before I go though, check out my new hostee, Pocci, she’s very talented and I’m soo happy to be hosting her! Also, before I depart for the night, if you haven’t already seen it, Verity MB is back!! Which really just made my whole week. I haven’t been as active lately as I should, but its such a lively board filled with the most amazingly nice people you’ll ever meet! Make sure you stop by and check it out!! Verity MB Verity MB Verity MB Verity MB
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Elizabeth, aka Lizzy. 18 years old, born on May 19, 1990. Masshole. College Student. Taken since 3/31/06. ♥ 's Toby Keith, New Orleans, Twilight Series & Edward Cullen, Green Bay Packers, Christian Bale's 
